Self Reliance

To rely on your self involes trust.
Trust is something that doesn't come easy to everyone,
Especially not me.
I have trust issues,
I can't trust you, or him, or her,
Or that group of people over there.
My family; I can trust them.
Can I trust myself?
Can I trust myself to make good desicions,
Not to set a bad example for those who look up to me?
Self reliance is a big responsibility.

Heregoesnothin by nevershoutnever

if timing's everything
stop telling me you're takin you're time.
i know you're anxious but your running your mouth
like you're five years old again
it's so hard to pretend
like i know everything
i don't know anything
i wanted you to see
(that i got nothing)